October 16, 2009 Y 10:12 AM
Monday:
Eng&MT paper 2 & MT paper 3.
Tuesday"
E.math paper 2 & POA paper 2. R called me at 2pm. We went out to Khatib ! Hehe. Although I knew that I have Physic Paper on Wednesday, I don't mind spending time with R ! Hehehe. After that, I went home. Went to Nyssa house to somehow study Physic . Arifah was there ! Woohooo~ Then came the news about MERMAIDS ! Kak Fizah is like pregnant, and she watches this kind of crap... zzz
Wednesday:
Physic Paper & POA ppaer 1
POA paper sucks ! Accompanied Nyssa watch Singapore Idol in her parent's room. I was busy memorizing F&N notes ah. We ordered ice-cream though Mac is like just down the road. Heh, lazy teenagers... I didn't get enough sleep, because I was studying like mad for F&N paper..
Thursday:
F&N paper. Section C is a killer ! Theo managed to sleep -.-
Adeline was like " Tell me the answer !" She even wrote : "TRY MY BEST ALREADY" on the answer paper.. LOL !
Then went home with Nyssa. I ate durian ! hehe. We bought KFC and ate at my house while watching this superb cool Indonesia show ahh. She managed to take 30minutes nap while I cleaned up my room. She went home and I went to Yishun to meet Dearest ****** . I was late..
Ate food and played with **** .. Walao, I didn't know having a ****** is so damn tiring laa! moreover I didn't get enough sleep !
****** :
Why did you come when you're tired ?
Me:
Too bad, I'm already here !
Truthfully, I don't mind coming over to meet ****** even though I am so damn tired or busy ! I'll make time. Maybe ****** wouldn't realise it, but hmm, will soon.
Slept over at Nyssa house. I think we're going to watch Darah Today ! ishhh!
Peace;
Nobody knows how deep my love is for you !
Eng&MT paper 2 & MT paper 3.
Tuesday"
E.math paper 2 & POA paper 2. R called me at 2pm. We went out to Khatib ! Hehe. Although I knew that I have Physic Paper on Wednesday, I don't mind spending time with R ! Hehehe. After that, I went home. Went to Nyssa house to somehow study Physic . Arifah was there ! Woohooo~ Then came the news about MERMAIDS ! Kak Fizah is like pregnant, and she watches this kind of crap... zzz
Wednesday:
Physic Paper & POA ppaer 1
POA paper sucks ! Accompanied Nyssa watch Singapore Idol in her parent's room. I was busy memorizing F&N notes ah. We ordered ice-cream though Mac is like just down the road. Heh, lazy teenagers... I didn't get enough sleep, because I was studying like mad for F&N paper..
Thursday:
F&N paper. Section C is a killer ! Theo managed to sleep -.-
Adeline was like " Tell me the answer !" She even wrote : "TRY MY BEST ALREADY" on the answer paper.. LOL !
Then went home with Nyssa. I ate durian ! hehe. We bought KFC and ate at my house while watching this superb cool Indonesia show ahh. She managed to take 30minutes nap while I cleaned up my room. She went home and I went to Yishun to meet Dearest ****** . I was late..
Ate food and played with **** .. Walao, I didn't know having a ****** is so damn tiring laa! moreover I didn't get enough sleep !
****** :
Why did you come when you're tired ?
Me:
Too bad, I'm already here !
Truthfully, I don't mind coming over to meet ****** even though I am so damn tired or busy ! I'll make time. Maybe ****** wouldn't realise it, but hmm, will soon.
Slept over at Nyssa house. I think we're going to watch Darah Today ! ishhh!
Peace;
Nobody knows how deep my love is for you !
October 11, 2009 Y 8:37 PM
lalala ~
Saturday:
Went to kubor, to ziarah my brother. Then hang out with Bibik&Family & Mama&Papa.
Went to Geylang Serai ! Haha! Then went to AMK :) So cool ! Then overnight at Yishun. Chatted with Papa till 1.30am. Kissed Mama goodnight when she wasn't looking :)
Suunday:
Woke up at 11am while the others woke up at 10am. I was tired ! Then went to eat ! Now home ! :)
Tmr got exams again ! I hate exams !
Peace;
Let's open a new chapter !
October 9, 2009 Y 1:27 PM
WE BELIEVE >
There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has change
She ask God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night
I may have commit my whole life to you. I hope you won't turn your back on me anymore. I trust you, my dear :)
Thursday:
MT paper 1 and E. Math paper 1. Went to Bukit Batok to meet Insyirah ! xD
Friday :
Unexpected phone call at 10.49am. So damn happy about the news!
WE WON'T LET IT GO, I WON'T GIVE UP YET :)
Peace;
I'll wait
October 7, 2009 Y 10:09 PM
ENGLISH AND SS PAPER TODAY ! ~ I think I'll fail :(
Wednesday:
Two papers today. No comment. After school went for POA class and hang out with Nyssa & Fira. Later meet up with Nyssa, Hidayah & Reen @ KFC for study. I was late like 1hour plus -.-
Study Maths like crazy till I had a headache !
We should move on and have some fun :))
Peace out ;
Make me love sick ! R <3
October 6, 2009 Y 5:18 PM
Running through the monsoon, beyond the world
to the end of time, where the rain won't hurt
fighting the storm, into the blue
And when i lose myself I think of you :)
Tuesday:
School was okay. I messaged R in the middle of class. MT was awesome as we chatted about ambitions. We somehow ditched Physic lesson after school but it wasn't intentional. Doing F&N Coursework, evaluation. The last lap :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NYSSA'S DAD !
:)
EOY !!! GOODLUCK ! :D
maybe i will make it through another day.
I' m missing R !
Peace;
Don't neglect exams
October 5, 2009 Y 11:57 PM
There are 2 special human beings in my life
Nyssa & Azam
Nyssa ;
Let me explain further.
We've known each other since Primary 1. It was weird cos later in Secondary life did we get close. She knows me well. We are superb open about each other's secrets. She share her BOY's jokes with me. Sometimes it is not funny but I'll laugh along. We go holiday together alot of times! We end up cracking in her car over some UNCOOL mat . HAHA ! or some HOT stuffs! I'll buy chewing gums all the time ! Wé rock and we know that !
She listens to me and go along with my craziness and stupidity. I adore her and I love her yaw:)
Azam ;
Let me elaborate.
He sucks big time ! He made me think alot. Sometimes he'll crack lame jokes till I have to turn my back on him. (like really ! ) hah! He listens to me when I'm down and I love crapping with him. He always snaps his fingers for what I don't know. We share secrets too :) He like to tease me ! He kept saying "lesbian !"and I'll be like , "EWW, gay ! I saw you kissing that GUY ass !" HAHA! We play guitars together. We'll laugh at everything and I will usually tell him to shut up. I'm insane.
THANKS GIRL & GUY !
thanks for making my day ! Without the two of u, it'll be dull and boring with less excitment and laughter. Without the presence of the two of u, my life would be hell and I won't be strong. Once again, THANK YOU:))
P.s
Syakirah
A best friend will forever be one. Thanks girl. You rock ! :D
Peace ;
Larc~en~ciel ( My dear )
Y 11:35 PM
Some hot shots. Hmm, more on Facebook :)
Peace ;
Let rock the world
October 4, 2009 Y 3:48 PM
Happy 1st month :D
Don't think nonsense. We're not together.
Don't think nonsense. We're not together.
Today, woke up at 9am. Accompanied mummy, ayah and Mia to Geylang. That place rocks! Mia and I shared a plate of Nasi Bakso. It was delicious. Then, we took a hundred and thousand photos of each other in the car. We posed like some stupid idiots. But everybody knows that I looked fabulous in the photo! I hope Mia will upload them for me :) Thanks honey :D
We're at home now. We're supposed to be going out for JALAN RAYA but this clever lady is doing her art assignment! So irritating ! I'm not sure if I should be going for my brother's 1 week prayer or the jalan raya. hmm. Haven't touch any work yet. I'll fail I think. Seriously, Who cares?!
Peace;
Forever is over :)
We're at home now. We're supposed to be going out for JALAN RAYA but this clever lady is doing her art assignment! So irritating ! I'm not sure if I should be going for my brother's 1 week prayer or the jalan raya. hmm. Haven't touch any work yet. I'll fail I think. Seriously, Who cares?!
Peace;
Forever is over :)
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Y 12:41 AM
This is not a story telling session, its my real life story
I will love you forever
I will love you forever
MIOR AIZAD BIN MIOR AMIN
I love you , abg
I love you , abg
On the Sunday 27 September 2009, I received a message from my uncle. i hurried home with Nyssa. We thought of many possibilities and one of them was that HE was there at my house. I was so excited to come home. However, it was the opposite. My uncle and Auntie told me that HE passed away. It was too shocking and I can't accept the fact HE is gone. Nyssa was there to comfort me. I was heartbroken. It was too late. I regretted that I didn't continue searching for him. It was all foolishness. I can't sleep that night. Thankfully Nyssa slept over but she had top go to school the following day. I was speechless.
MONDAY ,28 September 2009
I woke up early. Didn't had a good sleep anyway. Nyssa went to school. I was dead nervous about going over to Jurong to meet my other family. It was too fast. When we reached Jurong West (it was my grandmother at my mother's side house), we were the first one there. I didn't know what to expect. I just don't want it to happen at all. At around 12 noon, the body was brought back from hospital. I cried beside my brother's body. He was pale . He was beautiful. My heart was broken into a thousand pieces. Just then SHE came and hugged me from behind. SHE kissed me on my forehead. I wished that hug lasted forever but I know it won't. It was terrible. I kissed HIM twice on his cold forehead. I will miss him. After he was taken away to the cemetery, I decided to relax myself by going to Gek Poh Shopping Mall. I was moaning non-stop.
MONDAY ,28 September 2009
I woke up early. Didn't had a good sleep anyway. Nyssa went to school. I was dead nervous about going over to Jurong to meet my other family. It was too fast. When we reached Jurong West (it was my grandmother at my mother's side house), we were the first one there. I didn't know what to expect. I just don't want it to happen at all. At around 12 noon, the body was brought back from hospital. I cried beside my brother's body. He was pale . He was beautiful. My heart was broken into a thousand pieces. Just then SHE came and hugged me from behind. SHE kissed me on my forehead. I wished that hug lasted forever but I know it won't. It was terrible. I kissed HIM twice on his cold forehead. I will miss him. After he was taken away to the cemetery, I decided to relax myself by going to Gek Poh Shopping Mall. I was moaning non-stop.
NYSSA AND HIDAYAH CAME ALL THE WAY FROM ADMIRALTY TO JURONG WEST TO CONSOLE ME! THEY MET her. I LOVE YOU TWO TO THE CORE. THANK YOU ! :D
Then, SHE wanted to talk to me. We chat and all. I miss her dearly. I kept staring into her eyes. I miss her voice. Her touch. Her smile. Her laughter. I miss everything about HER. I miss her.
I've lost my brother. I think I'll survive. He'll be in my head forever
I've lost my brother. I think I'll survive. He'll be in my head forever
I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HAVE CHEERED ME UP !
ESPECIALLY;
NYSSA, HIDAYAH, AMALINA, SYAMIMI, RAYHAN,AZAM, RABIAH, SHAHLIZA,YU HANG,SENIORS,
CAMILLE MEI, TMH xD, SARAH xD
AND EVERYONE. THANKS!
TO her:
I really want to love you. Please turn to me. I know you'll be strong. It's tough for you . I understand that. Look for me. NOW , it's my turn to take care of you. :)
Peace out;
I STILL NEED YOU :)
NYSSA, HIDAYAH, AMALINA, SYAMIMI, RAYHAN,AZAM, RABIAH, SHAHLIZA,YU HANG,SENIORS,
CAMILLE MEI, TMH xD, SARAH xD
AND EVERYONE. THANKS!
TO her:
I really want to love you. Please turn to me. I know you'll be strong. It's tough for you . I understand that. Look for me. NOW , it's my turn to take care of you. :)
Peace out;
I STILL NEED YOU :)
Y 12:19 AM
My first sleepover after months of mugging :)
I am in Mia's room tonight. It was fun ! I woke up late in the morning. I ate and went to CWP to meet Amrita. We studied on Human Reproductive System. Then ate at KFC. Mia won't stop asking where am I. Which is bloody sweet of her for being overly concern of my well being. After years of not visiting the swimming complex (YCK there), i finally did and bravo, i didn't get lost !
IROCK :D
I met ayah there. Then we chat and so. Abg Boy is so tall! OMG ! I reached Mia's house and i figured out that she was taller than me tho she is just SEC 1 ! lol. We ate and all.
We played in the room. We basically punched and kicked one another. I think she misses me too much ! :D
We don't think we're sleeping now, but i'm gna post summre.
to Mia:
Jangan kau tangisi seseorang itu yang tidak pernah kesah pada mu. kerna apa yang akan kau dapat ialah keperitan hati saja. Tangisi aku aja sua! :D ily. tc. dun cry over him. its stupid as later in life, u'll fall in love with someone so much better !
We played in the room. We basically punched and kicked one another. I think she misses me too much ! :D
We don't think we're sleeping now, but i'm gna post summre.
to Mia:
Jangan kau tangisi seseorang itu yang tidak pernah kesah pada mu. kerna apa yang akan kau dapat ialah keperitan hati saja. Tangisi aku aja sua! :D ily. tc. dun cry over him. its stupid as later in life, u'll fall in love with someone so much better !
Psychologist course
