December 31, 2009 Y 12:34 PM
I watched..
At orchard there with sofia, Gurbind and Azam. hehe, it was quite funny laa. But overall not that bad.. That guy in the movie who is considered an alien to the community, is pretty hot. Haha
Then I watched...
Heehee, we were supposed to study at vivo city but then i was so cought up and TERGYLER kn Avatar, I wanted to watched it so damn badly laa. So we did, n we end up not doing any work. That show is SUPERb,
RATING ?
10 STARS !
December 20, 2009 Y 8:48 PM
How can it be? When It's such a nice day !
How long do I need to carry this burden, this heartache that will pierce through my heart and eventually cause me great grief, regret and agony ? Why can't we just collide and DIE !
Don't laugh when you don't even know the core of the subject !
We just have to be like this huh ?
Who Am I to you ?
I mean, is our relationship that cheap for you to make up that kind of decision so easily?
Seriously, I've been wondering, each time there was some sort of a fight, you'll decide to just..
Man, why ?
& I just kept on trying my best to defend our relationship, I try to get to you back because I CARE.
Do you ?
I mean, DO YOU SERIOUSLY CARE?
I don't know, I really don't want to give it all up.
All that stupid things we've done, shit times we've been through
& it's that simple for you to say goodbye ?
Why ?
Who am I to you ?
Why must you do this ?
What were you thinking ?
Do you think it'll repair the damage done ?
Why ?
Or...
Do you consider our relationship like some kind of joke ?
Well,
I guess so.
I've never been that great or even good to you huh?
I'm just some coward and I'm a FREAKO to you, right ?
You don't really care and don't even cherish our relationship , am i right ?
I don't know.
I'm confused myself.
SHE has absolutely nothing to do with us, like SERIOUSLY !
SHE is SHE , so let her be!
WHY?!
WHY?
Aku tak faham langsung apa yang sedang kau fikir kan,
kenapa kena gini?
Ape salah aku?
I bet, you can't even remember all those wild and funny moments together?
I mean, our relationship is so cheap and I'm like a tissue
For when I'm needed, you'll get me,
When I'm not, You just don't really care and ...
I bet the others are more important to you than me right ?
We don't share the same taste of boys, clothes, music and all
You've even told me before that all that diffrence will be hard on us ..
But we pull through didn't we ?
So, we're Different, AREN'T WE ?
I mean..
Aku tknk just lupakan semuanye ?!
I dun wan say gdbye or move along with ur plan.
I wan to memperbaiki relationship kiter..
But.. do you want to ?
Peace out;
Is there such a thing called LOVE ? Then can I find it ? I want to get married. :P
December 15, 2009 Y 10:13 PM
& so, i've watched it fly by, i dun wan to fight anymore. you won't call in or text ? I DUN CARE ! Let it be! I dun wanna know !
& well, it seems that I finally watched New Moon! OMG!
Cousin Mia is like so crazy over Taylor Lautner(Jacob Black).
&she keeps saying this, "One day, I'll invite you to my wedding. &the card will says, To: Efa&husband
Youre cordially invited to
Muhammad Taylor Bin Lautner & Mia Jemima Bte Jemaat 's wedding."
'She thinks that Taylor will masok Islam & marry her, sumhow ?!'
The show was actually pretty GOOD, I've read the book, so, no surprises there, yo :)
Maybe I shudn't read it cos I've alr anticipate !
GOD, Edward Cullen is really hot ar? But no abs ! WHAT !? Got laa but like flat like that?!
Jacob Black was like OMFG HOT siol ! BADAN MCM WAREWOLVE BTOL !
KIWEK, muka cute nk rak ! I'll trade him for Jonathan Togo !
NOOO, Efa, setia blh ?! Hmmm, *drools*
So, uhm great time uh ?
Labels: Mia is berangan-ing.
Y 10:04 PM
Rachele Brooke Smith is an American dancer and actress. She debuted her acting career in the 2008 sequel Center Stage: Turn It Up landing the lead role of Kate Parker when coming across the auditions while at ballet class. She also starred in the fifth Bring It On sequence entitled Bring It On: Fight to the Finish as Avery alongside Christina Milian. She's also shown in 17 Again and Fired Up! as a background dancer.
Smith was born November 7, 1987 to Tracy and Dr. Kris Smith, a neurosurgeon. She is the second oldest of five children. Growing up, she developed a well-rounded personality as she pursued a variety of interests ranging from snow skiing to break-dancing. Smith graduated from Shadow Mountain High School in 2006 and furthered her education at Brigham Young University in Provo, Utah. Currently, she is majoring in Psychology through an online program from the University of Phoenix and is pursuing a Masters in Human Services and Management.November 7, 1987 (age 22)
Didn't i ever mentioned how superb good she is ?!
She danced like one hot crazy dancer up in the L.A and teaches dancing ! How fascinating can that be?
OMFG !
Obsession ? NOPE, just a little craze !
You shud see how great her moves were !
&& those abs she have !
HOT STUFFS in the market !
Presenting;
RACHELE BROOKE SMITH
Okayy,
Peace out;
don't make me scream like a sick human !
Y 12:38 PM
Just tell me how much i need you ?! I am really missing you, i want to meet you. I can't really take it anymore.
I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey boy, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey boy wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Boy,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you go, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause boy I want, i, i, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway..way
Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
For for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let me tell you just exactly how much i miss you, brother
When I look at your photographs, i can't denied how much this feeling eats me up inside
Those tears that will forever stained me
How am I supposed to move on, when all I can ever do is cry ?
How am I supposed to move along when I can't even blocked you out of my mind?
Am I supposed to forget you ?
I can't make it trrue to you and I am sorry for being sucha major loser
I am supposed to be strong.
& now I wished that you're here by me,
Every song reminds me of you
Every photographs bring tears and memories
Let's pray :)
Peace out;
when it's hard to go on, i want you to be here to tell me
" Adeq, everything will be just fine. I'm here. Dun be scared"
Shit ! Im crying again !
December 13, 2009 Y 3:04 PM
don't make it complicated can? just shut the hell up !
Kite gy thompson plaza then take all this photos laa :) it was fun! I bought clothes, and we color the pooh :) Hehee, and we had fun doing it, it was fun and i bought a TAZ punching bag ! $8 seyh, not bad right ?! Hehee
Y 2:16 PM
Why must you make it so damn complicated ?
So uhm
Thursday:
Haha, it was like what ? GO JB with COuz Mia and had fun taking photos in the car. Then we were struggling with theuhm, what it that called? I dun know laa, but it was fun when we tried to detect the codes of the food items, got broom and oil sum more. Hehee :P I had no money and depended on ayah's money. Then we gals bought takoyaki, ice-cream and many more ! We were damn full laa
Reached home and had MOVIE marathon ! Twilight, followed by Bring it on. Like awesome seyyh because we slept at 2++am and woke up at 5.45am?!
Friday:
Went to Kubor with Mama and then fall sick ! Went home ar, and lepak! I was very SICK and I need to rest! Then I think I went to Nyssa place. I can't remember what I did laa. :P
It was amazing !
Peace out;
make new frens !
December 9, 2009 Y 5:02 PM
ehh, didn't i mentioned Tabitha's OUT? see ya arnd lady :P
Tuesday:
&so I made my to Mia's house, dearest cousin at 6pm. Umm, I was scared I was lost. So, I make sure that I keep my eyes wide open all the time. But I did get lost in the end, LOL. Dah sampai rumah je, keluar seyy. Penat oii. But me, Tirna & Mia had a fun destroying peoples stuff with blood. Laughing here &there.
*winks.
Uh, we were practically laughing at every single thing. Especially when we were watching "Cinta". I don't think we really behaved ourselves at people's house. Haha. &stupid Mia didn't know how to count money !!!! :DD oh god, she's making a fool out of herself in public. Thank god dah malam. Banyak jugak eh M&M dekat area Pasir Ris.
At night, we were struggling with the wireless's password. Mia didn't know, how stupid of her. Um, we ate Maggie Asam Laksa. Thanks to Kakak Lynn. Very delicious. She's so nice, but I don't know how to continue eating when those girls just can't stop making lame jokes & voices with each other. Though it was lame, it's still funny. Haha.:DD
We stayed up until 3am. I wanted to have a pillow fight but TIRNA was sleeping. Bumper.
Wednesday:
Wow, was awaken by the stupid sun. Um, I remembered eating the delicious Nasi Lemak. I just had to cook the egg:DD We watched Seventh Moon. Fulermakk. Terok seyy.We were screaming padehal tak scary. Kiwek. Patu TIRNA kene gerak. Ade job interview kan. Ape Mia? Orang gile je keje kan? Hahha:DD
Um, patu tinggal aku & Mia. After that, I played Diner Dash with MIA's psp. Thanks Mia:DD Level 6 already uh. Susah nak mampos siol. :)
Uh, sooner or later i will have to quit finding you. Cause, im awfully tired & i got better things to do. Thank you.
Peace out;
don't need to mentioned how much I ROCK :D
Y 4:25 PM
SWING BY SOMETIME OKAY, maybe i'll make chocolate :)
So, uhm, let see.
Saturday:
I think I went hang out at Nyssa's house only laa. Didn't sleepover because Bg Man says NOO ! hEehee :(
Sunday:
Morning go pasar with kak Ela and Cik Siti, alamak so stupid seyhh, we saw somebody suicide at CWP bus interchange there. SO the uhmm.. Then, before Atok can come over, I cabot ! I go to Tao Payoh with Mama&Papa&Adeq ( Lovelove) We buy so many shits at Popular and ate at the Fork&spoon. Met Bibik there too :) I bought a GOOD CHARLOTTE CD (Chronicles of life and death) for $5 ! Macam maner tk pokai !? Then went to Pipit Rd, my old hometown there at Balam Rd luhh :) Old memories that are very faint anw. Then go home and lepak arr ! Tired la shit !
Monday:
I think I woke up late and we went to yishun to lepak there awhile. Bought waffles :) Bought earpiece and many other shits. Mama cooked daging kicap. SEDAPP jugak arr :) *thumbs up !
then sent her to work :D
Tuesday:
Lepak with Nyssa at her house then go buy school books ! heheheee:) I only buy like what less than 7 books ?! already $54.10?!! Walaooo :((
then we go CWP popular and buy some stuffs..
GO to Arifah's house for some ass-kicking show ! Watched Talentime. tk best sgt laa.
Then watched 17 agian half wayy :X
I remembered that Arifah's eyes are getting better :) DON't make it worse okay !
*Some links to Ela Syakilla , thanks to her old school mates :) pls keep me up to date :))
Saturday:
I think I went hang out at Nyssa's house only laa. Didn't sleepover because Bg Man says NOO ! hEehee :(
Sunday:
Morning go pasar with kak Ela and Cik Siti, alamak so stupid seyhh, we saw somebody suicide at CWP bus interchange there. SO the uhmm.. Then, before Atok can come over, I cabot ! I go to Tao Payoh with Mama&Papa&Adeq ( Lovelove) We buy so many shits at Popular and ate at the Fork&spoon. Met Bibik there too :) I bought a GOOD CHARLOTTE CD (Chronicles of life and death) for $5 ! Macam maner tk pokai !? Then went to Pipit Rd, my old hometown there at Balam Rd luhh :) Old memories that are very faint anw. Then go home and lepak arr ! Tired la shit !
Monday:
I think I woke up late and we went to yishun to lepak there awhile. Bought waffles :) Bought earpiece and many other shits. Mama cooked daging kicap. SEDAPP jugak arr :) *thumbs up !
then sent her to work :D
Tuesday:
Lepak with Nyssa at her house then go buy school books ! heheheee:) I only buy like what less than 7 books ?! already $54.10?!! Walaooo :((
then we go CWP popular and buy some stuffs..
GO to Arifah's house for some ass-kicking show ! Watched Talentime. tk best sgt laa.
Then watched 17 agian half wayy :X
I remembered that Arifah's eyes are getting better :) DON't make it worse okay !
*Some links to Ela Syakilla , thanks to her old school mates :) pls keep me up to date :))
December 4, 2009 Y 1:38 PM
First, a big thank you to Mia for her help. I wanted the old skin but whatever laa.
Came back from dear Amira/Batrisyia house in the morning. I saw this one hot dude in bus 39. hehehe, then I went to Yishun awhile to meet somebody. I mean, I didn't plan it at all okay, AMira ?! hehe. I went home straight and ate nasi goreng. I'm off to woodlands to meet Ama for a study group. Hehe
Thursday:
Went to Mia house, god, i don't want to go home seyh. We ate Spaghetti and ice-cream. Had fun at the see-saw with her and Amira and Isya! Hehe, it was good. Then, saw alot of Mats there and some are very pretty ! hehe, i mean hot.. i think ? We watched Skrip 7707 which was damn scary laa ! I couldn't sleep at night because of that !!! Then.. uhm, i got money ! :) Need to buy school shoe laa, not for fun one. ! :P
Planing to do:
I planned to do.. uhm..
Saturday:
Going out to Nyssa house for a sleepover, and that's a confirm laa.
Sunday:
Either out with Mama to Toa Payoh or With Kak Ela to pasar and go out to buy my school stuffs. I can't decide.
Monday:
Watching New Mooon with friends at CWP, or maybe I am gooing follow Mama ? I can't decide. Haven't tell Mama yet about it.
Tuesday:
Maybe buying school books with Mama and Nyssa. Or maybe not ? Planned to go to Mia house ton Tuesday for sleepover till maybe Friday ? I don't know ?! I can't decide ! But I am going to treat Mia to New Moon for her upcoming birthday..
WAIT ! Then when I am going to sleepover at Kak C.T House ?! thats another couz. hehe
I CAN'T DECIDE !
I AM CURRENTLY DOING ON A RESEARCH AND ALL ABOUT 'DAJAL' BECAUSE I AM INTERESTED TO KNOW HOW IS IT LIKE WHEN THE WORLD FINALLY ENDS. SO UHM, I HOPE I WON'T FREAK OUT.
Peace out:
Don't worry laa, nobody will die okay >!
December 3, 2009 Y 10:07 PM
Mia here. Helped out with deryana's blog. & done. Ugh, tired tau. Peace out.
loves, Mia.
Labels: Mia is very kind.
Y 12:30 PM
we need some changes in life too right ?
well, i want to change everything about me that sucks, that's good.
so that means? I'm gonna change everything, frm my character, to attitude to uhm, evrything ?!
I wann rck big time but at the same time, i wann to shut down
just change skin, so its quite uhm not ready.. cbox and music nt up yet, so wait ahh..
need go Couz house like now, so wann get ready..
later at Mia house i do editing.. for now, just bear with this laa. :DD
Peace out:
Let's make it to the end
December 2, 2009 Y 2:20 PM
maybe the fairy god father will fetch you, later..
Saturday:
It was fun, went out to some place.. I can't remeber laa. i think it was uhm, the library at Yishun there? hehehe. mama bought me calbee :D Then, we hang out at the void deck there.. Adeq was being ridiculous, she was playing alone and talking non-stop. Fed-up. :(
Sunday:
Mute. Had lng conversation with Kak Fidah. Mute. Mute. Mute.
Till night, mute.
GERAM SIOL !
Monday:
RETREAT !! :) The course was actually fun, we had activities and all :DD
East coast Park !! see the phot up there? yup, i was being so hardworking sehh, u shud have seen it ! I was bbqing the food like mad :)) I so ggoooodododood !!!:)))
Come tuesday !:
went to Bg hasri house for sleepover !!!! :)
like awesome !!! Im soo damn happy yaw:) saw notti amira nad isya ! :D great children..
Im okay with two of my bestest human and the two ppl i love the most in the world.
IM OKAY WITH THEM !! watched CSi and The mentalist ! :))
Wednesday:
Not much, just hang out.
going to couz house, Mia on thursday !! then i wan sleepover their house nxt week !
hehhe :) love humans !
December 1, 2009 Y 5:06 PM
omg..
I'm sleeping over at my crazy couz house for 3 days and 2 nights. its gna be wild !
:)
top up already btw.
i think i rock biggo time..
Peace out:
let's have some fun
Psychologist course
