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October 4, 2009 Y 12:41 AM

This is not a story telling session, its my real life story
I will love you forever

MIOR AIZAD BIN MIOR AMIN
I love you , abg

On the Sunday 27 September 2009, I received a message from my uncle. i hurried home with Nyssa. We thought of many possibilities and one of them was that HE was there at my house. I was so excited to come home. However, it was the opposite. My uncle and Auntie told me that HE passed away. It was too shocking and I can't accept the fact HE is gone. Nyssa was there to comfort me. I was heartbroken. It was too late. I regretted that I didn't continue searching for him. It was all foolishness. I can't sleep that night. Thankfully Nyssa slept over but she had top go to school the following day. I was speechless.

MONDAY ,28 September 2009

I woke up early. Didn't had a good sleep anyway. Nyssa went to school. I was dead nervous about going over to Jurong to meet my other family. It was too fast. When we reached Jurong West (it was my grandmother at my mother's side house), we were the first one there. I didn't know what to expect. I just don't want it to happen at all. At around 12 noon, the body was brought back from hospital. I cried beside my brother's body. He was pale . He was beautiful. My heart was broken into a thousand pieces. Just then SHE came and hugged me from behind. SHE kissed me on my forehead. I wished that hug lasted forever but I know it won't. It was terrible. I kissed HIM twice on his cold forehead. I will miss him. After he was taken away to the cemetery, I decided to relax myself by going to Gek Poh Shopping Mall. I was moaning non-stop.

NYSSA AND HIDAYAH CAME ALL THE WAY FROM ADMIRALTY TO JURONG WEST TO CONSOLE ME! THEY MET her. I LOVE YOU TWO TO THE CORE. THANK YOU ! :D

Then, SHE wanted to talk to me. We chat and all. I miss her dearly. I kept staring into her eyes. I miss her voice. Her touch. Her smile. Her laughter. I miss everything about HER. I miss her.

I've lost my brother. I think I'll survive. He'll be in my head forever

I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HAVE CHEERED ME UP !

ESPECIALLY;
NYSSA, HIDAYAH, AMALINA, SYAMIMI, RAYHAN,AZAM, RABIAH, SHAHLIZA,YU HANG,SENIORS,
CAMILLE MEI, TMH xD, SARAH xD
AND EVERYONE. THANKS!

TO her:
I really want to love you. Please turn to me. I know you'll be strong. It's tough for you . I understand that. Look for me. NOW , it's my turn to take care of you. :)

Peace out;
I STILL NEED YOU :)

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