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December 20, 2009 Y 8:48 PM

How can it be? When It's such a nice day !

How long do I need to carry this burden, this heartache that will pierce through my heart and eventually cause me great grief, regret and agony ? Why can't we just collide and DIE !

Don't laugh when you don't even know the core of the subject !

We just have to be like this huh ?

Who Am I to you ?

I mean, is our relationship that cheap for you to make up that kind of decision so easily?

Seriously, I've been wondering, each time there was some sort of a fight, you'll decide to just..

Man, why ?

& I just kept on trying my best to defend our relationship, I try to get to you back because I CARE.

Do you ?

I mean, DO YOU SERIOUSLY CARE?

I don't know, I really don't want to give it all up.

All that stupid things we've done, shit times we've been through

& it's that simple for you to say goodbye ?

Why ?

Who am I to you ?

Why must you do this ?

What were you thinking ?

Do you think it'll repair the damage done ?

Why ?

Or...

Do you consider our relationship like some kind of joke ?

Well,

I guess so.

I've never been that great or even good to you huh?

I'm just some coward and I'm a FREAKO to you, right ?

You don't really care and don't even cherish our relationship , am i right ?

I don't know.

I'm confused myself.

SHE has absolutely nothing to do with us, like SERIOUSLY !

SHE is SHE , so let her be!

WHY?!

WHY?

Aku tak faham langsung apa yang sedang kau fikir kan,

kenapa kena gini?

Ape salah aku?

I bet, you can't even remember all those wild and funny moments together?

I mean, our relationship is so cheap and I'm like a tissue

For when I'm needed, you'll get me,

When I'm not, You just don't really care and ...

I bet the others are more important to you than me right ?

We don't share the same taste of boys, clothes, music and all

You've even told me before that all that diffrence will be hard on us ..

But we pull through didn't we ?

So, we're Different, AREN'T WE ?

I mean..

Aku tknk just lupakan semuanye ?!

I dun wan say gdbye or move along with ur plan.

I wan to memperbaiki relationship kiter..

But.. do you want to ?

Peace out;

Is there such a thing called LOVE ? Then can I find it ? I want to get married. :P

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