February 14, 2010 Y 2:17 AM
You know what sucks?
When you starts to fall for your best friend.
Yeah, That totally suck!
& why I am saying it?
COs, I just realised how much my best friend mean to me and now my feelings for *let's name my best friend XQ* is getting deeper.
When I went to his blog, I saw his post. & I realised that I miss XQ very much. Suddenly, I feel like crying. Cos I miss him, very much.
The photographs of him, it reminds me of love.
God, why am I like this?
Love can be confusing. Is this feeling for real?
When he's around, I didn't feel the heartbeat. But when he's gone (as it not around me), I miss him dearly. Wish I can pick up the phone and give him a call.
I can't help it. I miss XQ so much now that it aches deep inside.
So, ever wondered how it feels ?
Don't try cos it won't feel nice.
& if u think it's cool, try again!
So, when you starts to realise that he mean so much more than you ever thought.
When all the tiny things he does matters.
When all the words he said makes an impact on you.
When you're being over-protective of him so suddenly.
When his presence does matter!
When that stupid feeling of jealousy takes control when you see him with some other girl.
When he walks off and left you behind to go with his friends, you feel that stupid fear of losing him .
When he said nasty things about you in a joking manner, but you took it to the heart cos suddenly it all does matter.
So when he accidentally brushed your hand, you go all *SHIT :D*
Then when he looked at you and smiled (randomly)
You feel that warmth feeling inside of you. u know, u just wanna run to him and hug him tight.
So when he starts talking about his crushes to you, the instant jealousy feeling creeps into your heart, n u feel like telling him to shut up and walks away.
:D
Now, you wish you can tell him,
"Hey I love you XQ, more than anything in the world. I really love you. Don't leave me."
I can't help it. I miss XQ so much now that it aches deep inside.
So, ever wondered how it feels ?
Don't try cos it won't feel nice.
& if u think it's cool, try again!
So, when you starts to realise that he mean so much more than you ever thought.
When all the tiny things he does matters.
When all the words he said makes an impact on you.
When you're being over-protective of him so suddenly.
When his presence does matter!
When that stupid feeling of jealousy takes control when you see him with some other girl.
When he walks off and left you behind to go with his friends, you feel that stupid fear of losing him .
When he said nasty things about you in a joking manner, but you took it to the heart cos suddenly it all does matter.
So when he accidentally brushed your hand, you go all *SHIT :D*
Then when he looked at you and smiled (randomly)
You feel that warmth feeling inside of you. u know, u just wanna run to him and hug him tight.
So when he starts talking about his crushes to you, the instant jealousy feeling creeps into your heart, n u feel like telling him to shut up and walks away.
:D
Now, you wish you can tell him,
"Hey I love you XQ, more than anything in the world. I really love you. Don't leave me."
Psychologist course
