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August 10, 2010 Y 12:53 AM


even if i try so hard to make it seemed as though nothing really happened, i think i was pushing myself to far. i dont know what went wrong, or even where it started. i just want to cry, and cry some more, until no more tears shed, and no more painfull memories to share.
i keep revisting my past, wondering why had i done that, and why not that? shit, i am losing myself, and i wish i know why.
the words kept ringing in my head ' cause when you have your moodswings, you dont really care about who you're actually hurting'
i makes me feel shit. i can't trust her anymore. because i just realised i can't trust someone who knows about my weakness and uses it against me, to break me down so badly. and there she is doing it to me. it feels shit. thanks so much.. i shouldnt have trusted you in the first place, cos u make me feel shit about myself. and i didnt believe i was stupid ebough to land myself in this trouble.
i regretted trusting you so much, and now u use that weakness of mine to shatter myself? thanks





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